Thinking back to any morning…did you ever imagine how the next 24 hours would play out? Did you ever imagine having everything you cherish slip away from your hands? Thinking back to the first day I could officially call you mine and I can’t hold the emotions in. I’m sorry for putting you through so much. I may try to act like this isn’t hurting me but every second digs deeper and deeper under my skin. The hardest part is not having you tomorrow. The hardest part is not being able to tell you how I actually feel. The hardest part is knowing I am wrong and that I’m making a huge mistake. The hardest part is how scary my life is without you. The hardest part is loving you so much that its tearing me apart…

Everything I know is wrong 
Everything I do it just comes undone
And everything is torn apart
Oh and thats the hardest part
That’s the hardest part
Yeah, thats the hardest part
That’s the hardest part

What is Co-Dependency?

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Codependency is an unhealthy form of love. It is where my need to take care of you compromises or harms my quality of life. Although it’s usually seen in romantic partnerships, it can occur in any relationship, including family, friends or peers. Characteristics of codependency include:

1.    I feel good about myself when you like and approve of me.

2.    Your problems and concerns disturb my peace of mind.

3.    A lot of my mental energy is focused on helping and rescuing you (either solving your problems or relieving your pain).

4.    A lot of my mental energy is diverted into protecting you.

5.    I spend a lot of time and energy trying to get you to do it my way (ie. Being manipulative).

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